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today i've been contemplating how much i don't want to do anything and yet have everything to do (a rather confusing position to be in).
so i've been watching movies and not doing much, though this morning i had to send a costume sketch to my brother for the Lady of the Forest. this is what i came up with, though it screams "Mariology" more than i had intended. it might go through some tweaking on its way to a final draft.
in other news, i'm sort of tired of blogs and boards these days ~ maybe i don't have anything to say. or maybe i feel like i'm not exactly feeling receptive to what others have to say. tired of the same-o-same-o ~ need to see some growth in the world, but in the realm of virtual space, that's somewhat rare to come by perhaps.
even though i dislike Hairy Potty intensely, i have been enjoying the enthusiasm of others over the phenomena ~ nice to see people excited about something, i guess. at least there's that. i've never been much of a "fan" type except in my own little weird world, so it's something i stand on the outside of and enjoy, but have no desire to participate in. it does make me miss the old days of comic books and hunting down those elusive issues of Ghost Rider ~ that was fun back then. oh to be twelve and sneaking off on the bus again to race down to Tories with a month's saved allowance to buy three or four books for 60¢ a piece (or maybe splurge for those 80¢ ones!)
ever since i cleaned house i can't seem to get anything done. all these cleared desktops are so daunting. and the truth is i don't really know what i want to do. there's so much and yet nothing is grabbing me and body-slamming me and saying: me me me! work on me! life feels hopelessly suspended in an odd limbo of unknowing.
well i've rambled more than i intended.
there you have it and there it is.
: D
so i've been watching movies and not doing much, though this morning i had to send a costume sketch to my brother for the Lady of the Forest. this is what i came up with, though it screams "Mariology" more than i had intended. it might go through some tweaking on its way to a final draft.
in other news, i'm sort of tired of blogs and boards these days ~ maybe i don't have anything to say. or maybe i feel like i'm not exactly feeling receptive to what others have to say. tired of the same-o-same-o ~ need to see some growth in the world, but in the realm of virtual space, that's somewhat rare to come by perhaps.
even though i dislike Hairy Potty intensely, i have been enjoying the enthusiasm of others over the phenomena ~ nice to see people excited about something, i guess. at least there's that. i've never been much of a "fan" type except in my own little weird world, so it's something i stand on the outside of and enjoy, but have no desire to participate in. it does make me miss the old days of comic books and hunting down those elusive issues of Ghost Rider ~ that was fun back then. oh to be twelve and sneaking off on the bus again to race down to Tories with a month's saved allowance to buy three or four books for 60¢ a piece (or maybe splurge for those 80¢ ones!)
ever since i cleaned house i can't seem to get anything done. all these cleared desktops are so daunting. and the truth is i don't really know what i want to do. there's so much and yet nothing is grabbing me and body-slamming me and saying: me me me! work on me! life feels hopelessly suspended in an odd limbo of unknowing.
well i've rambled more than i intended.
there you have it and there it is.
: D
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