pointlessness ~

[lookingland]

i was on to something very important yesterday, i'm quite sure of it.

in the morning i built a lovely house.

by afternoon it was looking a little tilted, but i felt confident that the foundation was solid.

by evening it had been reduced to a pile of sticks and bricks without a pillar or post standing.

moments like this, i think there's too much residual "stuff" laying around and it's distracting me (old drafts, old darlings, cooing from closets). makes me dog-tired. periodically i think i'll just torch the whole store and henceforth move forward freshly, but that takes courage i don't got.

i really want some boop with smackers right now.

~ is it just me or has my brain run away with the spoon?

: o p

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trying this again

[(Anonymous)]

your lj is a big fibber. It keeps telling me my posts are going off to be approved, or certified, or disenfected or something --but they never show up.

The feeling you describe seems to be contagious. I dumped a lot of stuff today --but I'd sure hesitate with YOUR stuff because it's got a whole lot more years invested in it. Couldn't you just maybe bury it in the backyard?

Hope you got your boop and smackers ...surely it MUST be the antidote to crumbling houses and brain-spoon elopements and just this fuzzled up feeling ...

surely.

moo

Re: trying this again

[lookingland.livejournal.com]

no boop, but i did have smackers (which is the really important part).

yeah i saw you were having dump-o-rama yourself yesterday.

in a way it's a good, unburdening feeling. on the other hand it's skeery!

sadly, no backyard to bury things in anymore. but i do have a half-empty file cabinet from the last massive dumping (hmmmmmmm).

: D