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lookingland ([personal profile] lookingland) wrote2006-04-04 09:55 am

the wacom stylus is mightier than the sword ~

i haven't been drawing much lately because i'm having a problem with backgrounds and media in general (the same-o problems). so the Red Door is sort of idling at the mo'.

last night as i was laying down to bed, i thought i should set up a site (blog, or whatever) to try to post daily doodles. it would help me to actually write the thing, first of all because i would have to work out the scenes, and secondly, it might take the pressure off the work ~ it wouldn't have to be "good" because it would just be scribbling to meet a daily deadline.

i dunno ~ the lack of orderliness of it might make me bonkers. i never really thought about how obsessive-compulsive i am until recently. i mean, i always knew i was compulsive about certain things, but it's just occuring to me the degree to which having certain things disordered will shut me down like a trip switch on an overheating reactor.

the house can be a mess, my social life a disaster, but for God's sake don't leave dishes in the sink with water, don't put the milk on the counter (ever! the milk should never leave your hand if it is removed from the fridge!), never leave clothes on the floor in the bedroom, and i can't possibly post things out of order or unfinished without ten-thousand caveats as to why.



a test-run on the french countryside


so i was noodling with this bit of scenery and playing with textures in the trees and whatnot. it's inneresting, but i don't really like it. it's too dense (and i don't mean the picture, i mean the gradients). i seriously considered going very minimal with the backgrounds and using very spare line art, but the problem with that is so many scenes take place in the dark (or perhaps i should say an equal number of scenes) and when i think about (for example)redrawing the bar scene with eugenie, i'm not sure how it will fly with just line art. all the art i most love seems to get away without complex backgrounds. i need to study it some more i s'pose.

margh. i dunno why i resist just doing what i know i can do.

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[identity profile] utter-scoundrel.livejournal.com 2006-04-05 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Our mom stopped buying whole milk at one point and switched to 2%. It's amazing how used to it you can get...

She once tried to get me and my brother used to skim milk but we very vocally drew the line there. That stuff is nasty...

But the point is moot nowadays. I avoid milk for fear of agitating any kidneystones.

[identity profile] lookingland.livejournal.com 2006-04-05 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
i like milk, but i don't drink it much either ~ first, because it's hard to find non-tampered whole milk in the grocery, and second because i'm always afraid it will go bad or i'll somehow break one of my own rules and it will fracture the fabric of the universe (of course).

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